A little Girl In Me!!

PART -1

 There are many thoughts going inside my mind. There are my questions on my mind , i am starting my journey to get the answer regarding  many thoughts, i come across every day! I want to share , What i feel ,  observe ,  perception , I want to express.

A Real Life Story Of A Girl !       

A little girl inside me ,Well i have always heard that you born for a reason and you accomplish the task and then die one day.Since the day we come into the world we really don't know what the task is?

 Here i want to tell you something very important which we all know but never realise due to our hectic life.
        

                      25 Years back the perception of people was to kill the girl child and prefer boy child specially in villages. Nobody knew when i was about to born what i will be "a girl or a boy".I myself didn't knew!! My granny must have expected a boy baby,My mom and dad were happy with whatever god will gift them . Finally i was born a little girl baby ,don't know whether my granny was happy with my existence or not.But my dad was against killing girl child. 

           Thank you dad ,due to him only today i am writing this blog. He decide to leave the village and move to Delhi for better future of his family. When i was born i was a baby who didn't knew anything about the world, society, environment ,culture, caste, politics, religions , good or bad, right or wrong, god or devil etc.... I was in a protective world of my parents.So its a story about a girl born in a village and brought up in Delhi. 

Journey Of An Infant!

             A kid with a pure soul and innocence. When i was too small  my parents were the supporter who was always there to look after me. They made me eat, sleep ,wake me up.sacrificing there sleep due to me. Totally dependent on parents. But when i grew up i start to eat by myself,try to walk ,speak , smile without knowing the reason.

Early Childhood

        When i turned up 3 year old , a new stage of life was waiting for me. Any Guess?? Obviously school life was about to start. My mom wanted me to be a doctor, dad wanted me to be a teacher, granny wanted me to b a cook etc.. But what i wanted to be , i still don't know.

         Today when i see my parents playing with small babies i imagine my childhood .When we were kids we really didn't know the love our parents doing is actually called love, dad coming from work completely tensed ,stressed out still manage to play with me and he getting a smile on his face must have been his beautiful moments.

     WOW!! Wish i could go back to my childhood and sleep on my mom's lap peacefully , playing with dad ,getting all attention and concern of family. How beautiful my childhood have been.
 that what i was a Little girl with no plan about life. no tension about future. living in present.

I miss that little girl which is still inside me!!!!!!!!!

On the road from the City of Skepticism, I had to pass through the Valley of Ambiguity.