PART -2

Late Childhood

                                  

This phase of life for any child is very crucial and important. So even for me it was new and different. when i was 11 years old i was no more in play school where poems were the most interesting part , playing on

see - saw and toys was the happiest moments.

In this phase i was more towards studies , getting good marks, participating in activities to prove my talent and skills. Making peer group was like give competition to the another group of same class. To be teacher's favourite student was to be sincere with home work and buttering them.

 

School Life!!!!!!!

Well i use to enjoy my school days allot! But obviously i wasn't good in every subject .So the subject i never liked was Science . There were many reasons behind not liking the subject.
I nva understood the logic . I mean things which i hvnt experienced nor seen how can i believe it. I was kind of weired when i was in my late childhood (6-12)...

I always use to be in ambiguity . Once i asked my teacher about the questions i use to have in my mind :
y cant we make oxygen?
i mean when we say C + O2 = CO2                                             
carbon + oxygen = carbon dioxide
so why cant we make O2 ? (Oxygen)
mam asked : You only tell how is it possible ?
So i told her Mam according to me from CO2 if we take out carbon then O2 will be left so its so simple to make O2...(Oxygen)


I know you must be laughing what an insane answer .What next?  My Teacher never liked me after that and when ever i raised my hand she always avoided me. Many a times teachers use to punish me , scold me not because i was doing anything wrong but because my friends who use to sit next to me or use to sit behing me ,they use to make noise. I have observed , it hapens alot with me when i dont do mistake still i have been punished but why ?I still dont have answer of it. .........


I was happy with my life , with all the stupid questions i use to have in my mind at that point of time.

Today when i sit alone i laugh on those moment which i didn't realise at that point of time , may be that time i use to think about tuition's, homework , exams .There were many moments when i use to make excuses because i didn't wanted to give class test , viva etc... At that time for me the most frustrating moment was , when teachers use to scold me or not scoring good marks in test .


 As of now i fell that was nothing when i look into the problems or question about future or life .I m still thinking and searching the answers.


When we be in present we dnt like the situations of that particular phase of life but when we have passed through the phase and come into more critical and tough period life then we think about the past and analyse it and then we feel how good that time was which we always had complaints.

When i m having ambiguity about my future , my life, my aim . I am thinking about the time i have already lived and now i cant go back !!


Wish i could have made that phase of life more better. Why we wish about the things when its already gone why we dont do at the present moment of life.


I am still confused , If i could really go back to the past and change the mistakes things would have been better or worst? or what i am happy or unhappy is it because of past?


That little girl is still in me, Still keep asking stupid questions to her friends, family , relative...!!